exam eulogy

at this point i really dont care about the test that much. i wanna do good, but there is a ton of stuff to learn, and though i’ve read and studied a lot, i’m not sure if its enough. i seem to know 80% of the stuff 20 percent of the time, and 20% of the stuff 80 percent of the time. i’ve scored a 44 on a mock, and an 84 on the other, all with the same preparation. i’ve scored very high on some sections and very low on others. whatever the case, at worst i take it again next year, at best i pass, but no matter what i win cause i dont care anymore

i hear you, man. personally, i just don’t the embarassment of failing twice. i think that’s what’s been motivating me the last few weeks. at this point, i can just review my weak areas…i can’t wait until it’s over.