Waiting for L1/L2 was bad. This is a whole different type of hell. The second I left the exam center I was trying to savor the moment as I was hoping it’d be the last. Then it was quickly followed by “but maybe it’s not”. Lol.
The worst part for me is the position we are in. You pass, you are done. You fail you have to do it again. With L1 and L2 no matter what you were taking another exam, this time the light is visible at the end of the tunnel
For some reason, I now welcome the extra 2 weeks. I’ve been enjoying my post-exam life so much and Aug. 9 could be the moment that takes all that joy away. Failing would imply the pain of all this work and sacrifice for nothing, plus the disheartening feeling of having to retake, or alternatively the sense of failure with a decision to call it quits. Plus my employer not reimbursing my enrollment expenses as an additional blow. Passing would be a relief but somehow I don’t imagine myself jumping on the walls. Normal life would just be allowed to continue. So yeah I’m not really looking forward that much to Aug. 9.