i just wanted to finish it like usain bolt, ended up like tyson gay
This morning, yeah pretty much was I guess. I took the kids to the pool for a couple hours and had some fun and that helped get alot of frustration out about my expectations now. Still pissed at myself for falling into the have to know trap. I should have just turned the other cheek and waited it out, but couldn’t resist. At least now all I can experience on Tuesday is pure joy, but the next couple days will be pretty glum until I know for sure.