Okay so excuse my long post but I guess I am in an identity/direction crisis.
Basic stats about myself= Currently 23yrs old, have a year work experience working in operations/investments after graduating from a non target with a 3.3 GPA with a bachelors in finance.
I wrote the CFA level 1 this Saturday…and was somewhat unprepared…was scoring around 55% avg on mocks. Anyways, only reason why I took this test was for a foot in the door at a better firm doing something more interesting…and to eventually help me become an analyst/portfolio manager.
I realized while studying for level 1 to become a “good financial analyst” I have to look at B/S, I/S, etc, and really understand all these accoutning rules and BS that I could really care less for.I’ve always been a rebel against the system and anything with “rules” such as accounting…I’ve hated with a passion.
Luckily enough I ended up graduating college and actually passed my financial and managerial accounting courses…barely. However after looking back at all my university textbooks after taking the level 1 test yesterday…I realize I did not learn a single thing. Sure maybe TVM and A=L+E, but that’s about it literally. TVM has a lot of use in real life applications and learned a lot from economics that I can apply to trading/global macro analysis.
So here’s my problem. I want to become a trader/analyst/PM/Hedge fund manager. I’ve always felt to become great at any of the above choices, I need to learn everything each role does. For example if I am trading AAPL based on technicals, I need to know the fundamentals of what the hell I am trading. If I am trading dollars, I felt like I should have a complete fundamental analysis done of what I am trading rather than a breakout pattern.
Basically my hate/dislike for accounting > my desire to brush up on fundamental analysis. My hate/dislike for accounting > my desire to become a CFA charterholder for a foot in the door at an established firm.
My hate/dislike for accoutning > my desire to become a financial analyst/equity research analyst.
So WTF am i supposed to do??? Sure the answer may be, “suck it up and learn accounting.” However I don’t see the point of doing/learning something I hate. But by not doing CFA, there are less doors opened which equates to less things I could be learning at a great firm.
So far I have come up with the following options:
- Focus on what I am good at and make my own road: Study and master TA, read more trading books, and practice and practice. Get laughed at in the investment industry and academics, but I believe in TA despite the mockery. Although an average trader currently, try to become one of the greats like Paul Tudor. 2. Go teach English in Asia/join military and continue to do #1. 3. Relearn my native language (school), and get a job after done with curriculum. ex:Bloomberg using my finance and native language background.Also while doing #1 on the side, but maybe hard with school+work at home country+hobbies. 4. Continue to work at a dead end job being underpaid, while doing #1 on my freetime. 5. Suck it up and learn accounting and memorize ratios/formulas for CFA level 1. But in the REAL WORLD, there IS GOOGLE and MOST people can just reference that, no need to memorize 100+ formulas/ratios and the 20+ differences between GAAP AND IFRS!!!
Despite my hate for accounting/slaughtered by level 1 test, I am still kind of interested in it for the “challenge” aspect.