CFAnnoying - as someone eluded to above, you are the epitome of persistence. DO NOT STOP NOW.
I probably would have quit after my 2nd failed attempt at Level 2, but there’s obviously something inside of you that wants to continue this journey and get to the top of the mountain. Trust, I know how you feel a little bit.
Level 1 (Dec: pass first attempt): I started studying for Level 1 a month after my first daughter was born. It was hard studying on sleepness nights with a full time job, but like you, i powered through it.
Level 2 (June, 4 months after receiving pass notice for Level 1: failed Band 5): I will never forget this test day. I got home around 6:30, my wife and daughter were eating dinner. Before I even put my backdown down, my wife tells me she’s pregnant with baby #2.
Level 2 (June; pass): This was the HARDEST part of my life to date. With a full time job, sleeping 4hrs/night, helping raise 2 beautiful little girls (my wife works also), and the EMOTIONAL struggle of not spending time with your children. I was where you are at this point. There were dozens of times I came home from work and told my wife, “I don’t think I can do this anymore.” But, sometthing inside me kept me going. Thankfully, I passed.
Level 3 (last June; failed Band 9): I have never cried harder in my life than the day I got my fail notice.
I have given my life the last 3 1/2 yrs, missed my kids, missed my family, my friends, my work suffered the last 3 yrs, I have put on 20 lbs since cracking my first L1 book. Now, raising 2 beautiful girls (and another one on the way - my wife is due 3 weeks after I sit for L3 this June), it is a constant struggle. But, the biggest thing keeping me going: 1) i am not letting this exam waste 4 yrs of my life. if i do not get the designation, it will have been a complete waste; 2) for all the ppl who told me i wasn’t smart enough to do this (myself included).
You do not want to look back yrs from now and regret not hopping back on the horse one last time. You will feel you have wasted 6 yrs of your life if you do not put all of your might, effort, gusto, whatever into passing Level 3.
My recommendation: relax til October, clear your head, etc. Starting November, commit yourself: failure is not an option.