so I decided to not fap for the last 4 days for my gf. Can not wait to unload bad. I was reading Reddit last night and I’m subscribed to tinder and 1 girl sort of looked like Riley Reid. Temptation 1. I then decided to compare her toriley reed porn then proceeded to watch a few more and held off. temptation 2. Then I wanted to see what the homies are doing so I saw Snapchat. But I also saw previous hook ups or girls I met and god damn some of these girls look so good I had to send a compliment. Love the cleavage shots when they wearing club clothes or when they film other thots. I like fantasize some pretty bizarre dominant stuff like undressing and take them to the wallf. Temptation 3. No fap is not healthy
Im also reminiscing a lot too. 1 of the last girls I hooked up with prior my gf was around Christmas time or new year. She gave me the look like I think ur cute. So I asked her to dance, did not think I would get lucky. She actually had multiple slip ups in the club and like guided my hand all over her privates while macking. It was to the point that the dj had to comment on how drunk she was! She had massive tatas for someone 5’2 and 120ish. and I remember handling those like a champ to get her going. Fuck I want to fap!
Anyways I think all this is making me aggressive. I was giving advice on Reddit and dude who was obsessing on a chick got mad at me for telling him the truth that it’s all a numbers game. He took offense and said I’m not going for 1 night stand, I’m going for a relationship. Lots of other people chimed in. anyways it’s all the same shit so I told him them ur all clueless betas and crap. Totally out of character. I don’t like name calling and kicking people when they are down. But I can’t conprehend how these people are so dumb!
flight in an hr! Xoxo