when i was in my 20s i didnt really understand the concept of maturity. i just thought it was what lame ass sanctimonious effeminate naggers would say.
but yea i think i changed a lot when i was turning 30. im definitely still immature but much more toned down than say 5 years ago. i find myself caring about people more. i got nephew and nieces who i had to take care of. my first fiance and longest relationship. i literlly havent cheated on her for almost 1.75 yrs now. and i’ve been with her for 3 yrs. i also spent a lot of money on her like a 5k ring. anyways i still have a lot of vices. lieki still dont like beggars nd poors. im still extremely elitist and selfish. i also cant get rid of my inappropriate and brutish nature. i just have a trucker’s mouth and mindset really!
anyways my jew friend who is studying his phd invited me to take a vacay to the philippines. i had to let him down. as a dude who is abotu to get married with a steady job, its just hard to step away from it and im not about that lifestyle. on my bday i didnt even turn up. nd my buddies invited me. its really sad. my 25 yo self would be so disappointed in me settling down. anyways i told my buddy to hold off. anything can happen. market can tank and i get laid off. my fiance might dump me for being a jerk to her ppl.
he asked me how my fiance is doing. i told him she’s grreat and awesome, one of the worst things to happen to me! as a joke but also kind of serious. its hard to care bout others, nayways i am not sure if i am becoming more mature due to my age, or more mature due to my circumstance, i hoenstly feel that if i become single and unemployed i will simply revert to my more decadent self! like when i shared with my buddy all my research on hot chicks, he was in disbelief and feel im not ready. he may be right, i actually dont know, but honestly i think i use the research to kind of feed and satiate my appetites.
Nothing but drama. I slept with her last weekend (mistake) and has turned into nothing but stupid drama. I wanted to go to bed last night and she got offended that I wouldn’t bang her.
I’m actively seeking a girl who is a total bookworm and doesn’t go out in her spare time.
Any tips on how to find a good wholesome girlfriend?
Can i get a first name - not too many pro poker girls and I’m pretty sure ill know her.
On a different note, this happened to me around 10 years ago when i was in a very similar situation to you. For what its worth, she was lying as means to maintain the relationship.
I never understood this logic. You’ll go to a bar (which is usually a brofest) pay the same amount in drinks and leave at last call. At least with the SCs you get scenery, better music, and you are treated like a king.
The one exception is the shit bar you, Ramos and i went to in Boston. Could have been fun if drunk but being dead sober, those wilderbeast will forever remain in my imagery.
what i meant to say that looks like an insta model. she recently started working out and lost a lot of weight. she’s skinny fit and tall. liek 5’8 110 lbs.
Can i get a first name and ethnicity? I swear i’ll know this girl. She host any poker games or just a player?
As to your question of wholesome gf, it’s always when you least want it (ie when you are on a roll with dates and having the time of your life being single)